Hey loves!
I have made some pretty big changes in my life recently and have started some new projects that I am super excited about! Today I thought I would share my biggest life change with you.
I have always loved makeup. As a small kid I remember spending hours with my Gram just looking through her makeup and trying everything on and just loving every second of it. My entire family is very “natural” faced people, they rarely wear makeup and don’t have a huge interest in it. I take a lot of pride being different from everyone in my family and having a passion about something that no one else knows too much about. I feel like I can offer them something that they aren’t too familiar with. I am so thankful for those hours spent in my Gram’s dressing room. They made me into the makeup and fashion loving woman I am today!
This summer I wanted to throw myself into the beauty world, to be able to express things I loved with people I had more in common with. That’s why I decided to start this blog. I wanted to share my new products and be able to talk about them for hours with people who can relate. If it weren’t for starting this blog I don’t think I would have made the huge decision I did.
A couple of weeks ago I started my own business. I am new a freelance self-taught makeup artist and I own Lips & Lashes Makeup Artistry by Stefany Allison. It was such a huge decision for me. I have been known in my small community as the “designer/photographer” and unfortunately that wasn’t making me happy, so I stopped. I was afraid people would think “I thought she was a photographer? Now she’s doing makeup? Make up your mind crazy!” But it hasn’t happened. I have received SO MUCH support from everyone that its overwhelming to me. I was known as the little fashionista in school. All my friends knew how much I loved makeup and knew that I could make something of myself in that world. I just never believed in myself.
I have gone through so many hardships this year. I’ve dealt with extremely anxiety and depression and thankfully have been getting help for it. Which was a HUGE step in my life and I’m very proud of myself. Because of my anxiety, I never felt good enough. EVER. So when I started this business, the amount of support I received was unbelievable to me. Maybe I could do this? Maybe I can actually be successful in something I love so much. I’m literally crying typing this because I never thought I would feel this happy and content in my life. Ever. I’m just so happy with my new venture.
Sorry for the novel I just wanted to share a Huge new change in my life and I am hoping to bring more makeup tutorials in the future! I have a section of my Facebook page that shows my #faceoftheday. I thought sharing my personal makeup looks with people would keep them more involved in my work and page!
I’m going to share a couple looks I have done on myself and hopefully share some client work in the near future! I hope you all got through this without falling asleep ha 🙂 xoxo